okaaay.
not a very good day today!
but like whatever. haha.




oh yeah,
but i think we did a great job for the dikir barat thing(=
yayy.
i was like practically shaking playing that mini tambourine okay.
haha =p




dance wasnt too bad either.
it was a first time in a LONG time that like,
we had the whole voideck to ourselves.
oh what joy(=
we were going madd crazy okay.
screaming shouting shaking krumping kicking laughing.
and BLASTING music.
i was tryna sing Wanna Ride,
okay i sounded damn drunk. cos i was tired.
HAHA madd show at the voideck!
and i've found the most WHACK-iest person in dance
MS ZANETA TAN.
omg. she was whacking me everywhere lah! THANKS ALOT LADY.
haha and the way dana shakes her ass,
i was going to pengsan okay.
its not that its bad or anything,
NO ITS NOT BAD!
its just damn okay-i-duno-how-to-describe-it lah
hahaha you hafta watch it for yourself =p



we helped the sec twos for a little bit too
THEN RIGHT.
we saw this man in this grey shirt.
and he was like walking back and forth to the field area,
carrying plastic bags with god knows what inside.
we were kinda curious lah.
so yeah knowing us,
we walked over to the plastic bags.
there were like so many boxes inside each plastic bag.
and on each box,
i saw the word 'FOOTWEAR' and i was like
ehhhh! i want!
cos there were like so many! haha.
and jamie actually wanted to open the box can.
but she didnt dare lah.
cos like the plastic bags were near the softball coach's car.
so yeah.
i wanted to take one box okay. HAHAHA.
then zan was like
zan : aiya nat take for what! for dance ah?
me: ya lah! haha!
zan: underneath got the pokey pokey thing leh! how to dance?
me: can what why cannot. can do tap dance! LOL.
zan: hahaha. then later got the kock kock sound. *tries imitating how someone'll dance with that shoe*
HAHA retarded cheeeeken!
oh yeah anyway back to what i was saying,
then we were kind souls.
we wanted to go help the man okay!
so right, we walked all the way to the foyer.
and we saw the man closing his car door
WITH NO MORE PLASTIC BAGS IN HIS HANDS!
haha paiseh =p



stupid i know.
nyaha





i told my mum about the negeri sembilan trip and she was like
so damn naggy omg.
CAN DIE.
first she was like
'okay you better not bring any short skirts, sleeveless tops, razorbacks, hipsters, bla bla BLA'
like im not stupid ma.
like i know i shouldnt wear stuff like that there.
like i WONT wear stuff like that there?
tsk.
then she asked my dad
'what if your daugther gets kidnapped?'
and my dad replied
'WHO will want to kidnap her you tell me?'
LOL i wanted to bang the wall and die on the spot.




oh yay.
salsa-ness tmr <3




okay i think im in need of a break
maybe not a break
just a PARTTYYYYY.
OKAY SERIOUSLY PEOPLE.
i need a party.
all my partykakis where are you all man!
SONYA. the biggest hoober party animal i know.
ORGANISE A PARTY. GOO!



but parties aren't reallly good.
okay so maybe not.
oh hell, i dont know what i want.
but wait,
i know there's one thing that i want.
for sure.







hmm.
stop over-reading small insignificant things.



dont come and tell me im misleading
cos im always like that
im generally nice to nice people
and curious about everybody else



not just you,
so get that into your head-



thank goodness you're not in my school.




i dont like you, you.





and some nights
i still lie awake
hating the ceiling and myself
for doing what i did



if you put a ear to my heart,
you'd probably hear the ocean.
a roaring cry of crossed songs
going nowhere.




that smile that wrinkles your nose
that touches my foolish heart





if your spirit's broke and you cant bear the pain
i will help you put the pieces back
a little more each day
if your heart is locked and you cant find the key
lay your head upon my shoulder
i'll set you free
i'll be your security
(=




i miss you so much it hurts.